Hi ppl,

im back to blog,
feeling really emo now,
due to the dream i had earlier.
i dreamt of my late granny coming to me,
talking to me..

m i been psycho or its real?
whenever i miss u really really bad.
i see u in my dreams,
n after every dreams i woke up in real tears?

i dun wan u to go,
never did wan u to go,
i bet if u r still here we can do so much more,
i could learn driving to drive u around.
i can cook yr meals n watch dramas with u,
i can spend quiet afternoon by yr side drinking coffee together.
i can sleep over beside u at yr room.
i can comb yr hair whenever u showered.
i can hug u to keep u warm.
i can nag u to eat medicine.
i can talk to u until u fall asleep.
i can hold yr hands n feel yr love.
i can watch u cook n lend u a hand.
but i cant... accept the fact that u r gone forever..

its been almost 2 years,
yet i cant accept it.
ppl out there may tink im a loser.
bt if since u were born,
she is always by yr side,
looking after u,
standing by u whenever u need,
sharing yr day in every single day life,
doing simple tings like eating, drinking coffee, watching tv together everyday.
its almost impossible to accept she is gone......
like hw u cant live without breathing........

我知道你这次走开
不会说任何一句离别的话
你勉强的脚步
走得好无奈
我心中对你的牵挂
不会有任何的改变
你回头对我笑
在起风的时候

想念你的人在这里没有离开
还有多久的时间多少寂寞你才会明白
应该要怎么做 不会太伤感..

Ever since you left me
I've been trying to hide the pain
Painting on a smile with lipstick
Putting on a big charade
So difficult to keep pretending
It's getting harder everyday
It's plain to see I'm cold and heartsick
Since you turned and walked away
I just keep going round and round
And round in circles
Keep on tumbling down
my world has changed
And I don't think I can make it without out you
Nothing's the same
You got me running around in circles over you



i miss her,
i still do,
still living in me.......


-lynn
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