yes im bored,
i didnt get to see her today .
she told me to wake her up in the morning, so that we could go out together.
but this morning i called her,she woke, she answered my call.she said she would go and prepare and come over.so i told her, to give me a call when shes leaving home.i waited for 1 hr and 30 mins for her call. made breakfast while i was waiting. my mum woke up, went to market and bought stuffs to cook for lunch. cos my mum thought(once again) that she is coming over. My mum was happy, so was i.til now, the breakfast i made have already turn stale,the lunch my mum prepare was left for dinner (for my siblings).
i called her at 11.49am(yes i rmb cos i saw the clock on my phone)
she was in a sleepy tone,so i figured she just woke up.
we had a tiff , she said that i could have called her a few more times so she can completely wake up . but i remember clearly when i did that in the past, when i called her more then once, she ask me to stop hurrying her.why things that i do, either way they go wrong. its always me, no matter how hard i try.she always seem to outtalk me, its not like i dont want defend myself, its just that always when we quarrel,shes the one that always claims the blame(sarcastic-ally).
true enough i got quite used to it, i know there are times im an asshole , talking rubbish and hurting her at times . but things she does really stab my heart,why ?
been asking myself .
baby i know i haven been very nice , im trying hard . im sorry

Even if our love is not working out as we have hoped for and even if you and I have fallen apart in love, I want you to always keep our love alive, never let our love die, hold onto our love, dont let go of it, dont let go of me.
Keep our love alive like you keeping me warmth during those cold days when I
was all alone and you came to save my soul, when you came to share your life with me.
Keep our love like you keep me in your heart.
Never let our love die, remember of all the loving memories of that pretty
morning days when we walked along the path with our hands held,like when we first met.Only you and I can knows this love and no one else can.
Even if tomorrow you are not with me ill keep your love deep in my heart,
ill never let it go, ill never let anyone talk me out of this, ill keep it alive,
And all I ask of you is to do the same thing,
Keep our love alive in your heart, keep our love alive and never let our love die.
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