Hubby, Firstly i wan to apologise for not bloggin for so long =/ Many things happen so wasnt in mood to blog, or excuses of me been lazy. i admit, ever since i start having holidays, i been getting lazier day by day, its like i no longer have motivation to get up in the day, bt wat really excites me every morning is yr heart-warming msgs, no matter rain or shine, happy or our moody days, u nvr fail to make me smile first ting in the day, nvr fail to make me open my eyes n read yr thoughts, Hees,
Hubby, i know i been really harsh at times, im sorry, i just wan to let u understand how i really feel, sorry hubby, i noe im nt caring enough at times, when u been skipping meals, having flu, or fever, i still didnt realise, when yr eyes r sore, i dun even noe, when u're feeling pain, i cant do anyting abt it, it hurts me alot to see u in pain, im sorry dearest, i should be more caring towards u, i should be more understanding abt yr stress at work, i should work harder in making u happy, im sorrry, i noe i dun make a very good wife. im aware totally about my bad tempers, im sorry, when i get angry or pissed, i tend to raise my voice, i really dun meant to hurt u. its just i cant help it at times, cant hold down that temper of mine.
I hope this brand new start will benefit us, i believe throughout the last lesson we learnt alot, so it will help us go a longer way ! :D ! i love uuu ! Baby Baby, i noe i haven been playing games with u since u booked out, i really wan to make a nicer blog b4 our 1yr & 6mths, its like a memory lane for us, whenever we see those photos from past to now, many memories starts flowing in our minds right, throughout these 17months plus, we have so much laughters & joys, though we go through many up & down before, bt we learn alot everytime, learn to apperciate & love each other better. sweetest, thanks for enduring all my bad points, praising my gd points, apperciating me. i can see u working hard in treating me well, n i really feel very bliss n happy !
sweetest, work hard with me? i wanna try hard for our future, cos i still believe.
i Love youu, i do,
sweet Baby, please do take more rest, eat regularly, take yr medicines, have more water everyday, sorry i cant be by yr side to takecare of u, i'll use the future to repay them back ok? i love uu !
